Looking Up.......

Well I think things might actually be looking up for me. I have been thinking a lot lately and making the decision to try my hardest to feel positive in general. Soooooooo if I tell myself things are looking up for me, then maybe they will LOL. Well anyway if I feel and think positive, surely something will go right for a change right? I am getting sooooooo excited for the holidays. Even if I don't have all the money in the world to do what I would like to do, I love the feeling of the holidays. It just makes me happier than normal. Maybe it is being around family, or maybe just the excitement. I don't know, but i'm thinking it just might be the cooler weather that makes me happy. I tend to be more angry when it's hot. LOL. Of course when it gets colder, it means snow is coming up north and me no like driving in snow. And yes, I have to go in the snow because my family lives in it. I love them too much to just say too bad so sad. LOL. Well so back to things looking up for me. I hope everyone out there is praying as hard as I am. Love ya tons............