Getting Behind

It has been awhile since i have written and i am getting scolded for it lol. i have been very busy or crazy. I think they are the same thing sometimes. ha. I have talked to a couple of people who have had bad days lately. I think i have had one of those years lol. Well on to better things huh. Im sorry if i ramble, it is quite a habit with me. I start school in a few days and i think im gonna go crazy trying to learn things all over again. I know there are people out there like me who have been out of school for years. I seemed to have forgotten a lot of things that i learned in high school. I have been trying to learn algebra and its not going so well. I talk to my friend Brad about this and he is no help lol (jk). I start to wonder if i didnt apply myself or if i really dont do well at learning. I keep telling myself that saying of " the things in life which are the hardest, seem to be the most worth it." I dont know if this will be the case with school but it seemed to be true in the past. I think im at that point where i want to accomplish something i know will be difficult, yet fulfilling. I think i picked the right thing cuz its definitely hard,lol. I think this will be good for my kids as well. They will know the importance of going for what you want. Well i think i am rambling again. ha. I am going to end this before i start forgetting people will actually read this. Until next time.....

Look At Me Go!

Well here i am again. I have been thinking lately about what makes me happy. My husband came to me just yesterday easing me into something he would really love to do. Now, he knows i will probably have a hard time letting this happen but i still told him i would think about it. As i sat there alone late at night thinking about how to tell him no, i couldnt think of a good reason. I have decided to go back to school see and he knows i have been waiting a long time for this. Even though he knows how hard it will be juggling school with 5 children, he wants to make it work cuz it makes me happy so how could i tell him no. I guess i figured its about time we do what we always wanted to do. We started a family very young in my opinion. Even though i would never trade my children i just think its time my husband and i think about what we want too. I know there will always be things that are going to get in the way of happiness but i have learned its something i have to work for every day. I am very determined to have that life that i always imagined having. I think my husband and i got into a place where we both kind of got lost and its time we find ourselves and each other again. well i have rambled long enough. until next time.........

In The Beginning

Well this is the beginning for me. We shall see how this goes. I told my sis Connie that I would give this a try. I am not very good or creative with my writing but love to write, if that makes any sense.(ha) Well hopefully like a few people I know, I will be able to inspire in some way. I think this might be a good thing for me especially with the week I have had. Hopefully this will at least take some stress away.(lol) Well until next time this is all I have.